(This song is about a guy who wants to meet god, but is a killer)
I out in my life to see you wake up in front of my eyes
There has no one been greater, in my oh fucking life
Yes I am possessive, yeah damn possessive of you
Cause I cannot just bear, if I am not with you
And see every crime I commit, I first take your name
Cause I am not like movie thugs who fight for fame
I go beserk, beserk every time you don’t hear my plea
I do everything for you, then it doesn’t make sense to me
Why you wont come, wont come and grace my life?
Why you want me to lose mind, and commit more crimes
Mahn cause
You make me sinner of name
You make me just go insane
I wanna be back the same oh god
Come please meet me again
You make me sinner of name
You make me just go insane
I wanna be back the same oh god
Come please meet me again
I am a fucking fanatic god, I do go mad
When every time you don’t come,
It does make me so sad
Cant you leave the angels for once
And meet the bandit?
From a lonely man I was
I finally had to lose it
See I am a good guy and though I was lonely
I never cursed you cause its all about me
I tried going the church, told you to call me off earth
But of course you won’t listen to me, I suck back lying on dirt
I google to find the ways, how can I meet you?
Saw sacrifices make you happy, and I would do that for you
I ripped of my palm, then ripped my whole arm
I then hid around, killed people who passed my farm
See everything I did, I did do it for you
But will you take me off earth and prove your existence is true?
You make me sinner of name
You make me just go insane
I wanna be back the same oh god
Come please meet me again
You make me sinner of name
You make me just go insane
I wanna be back the same oh god
Come please meet me again
I was going insanely whack
I feel like fighting back
But I am so lost on the road
You can now hear me rap
That I lost faith in you mahn
Yeah from you almighty
I will do what I should have done long ago
Take a knife and cut me
“Cause there aint a fucking way you will meet me god damn”
You make me sinner of name
You make me just go insane
I wanna be back the same oh god
God don’t play with me games
Cause I cant bear it
I don’t wanna be lonely
Oh gosh please help me
Am now terrified of thee…
“Ayo mahn, this is a killer man’s prayer”