Chorus:
When my world was crashing all around me, all my hope was gone
I was drowning in darkness, I barely hanged in on
I was off the shadows and you appeared and helped me breathe again
So when it all goes back I wont stop to fall, cause I can find you in the shadows
No real comfort, no one to snuggle with me
No one really ever giving a damn here with me
Neither can I raise my head, in the sky
All I look is deep down, always look with lowered eyes
I’m in a slowdown homie, I’m at a downslide homie
If you have met things worse, then you know me
What I do in darkness, when in all, dark mess
I hardly speak now less, I’m at my worst not best
Hardly able to gather pieces, that you all left
Wonder if I can really take on again, whats now next?
Should I turn now west, and put this all off chest
I don’t know which path to choose, tell me whats now best?
I cant ride the waves nor feel it, I aint a surfer anymore
I’m no more believer in faith, I don’t want no god anymore
I’m with no strength to cause any uproars, Throw me down the lifeboat,
Imma drowning, I got no breath left in my store
Chorus:
When my world was crashing all around me, all my hope was gone
I was drowning in darkness, I barely hanged in on
I was off the shadows and you appeared and helped me breathe again
So when it all goes back I wont stop to fall, cause I can find you in the shadows
This mystic queen singing out of lake, coming not from the sky
Still a fairy to me, how sweet her voice is to my ears n even my eyes
Listening to the souls of past, I wonder if I did things right
I could have changed my course, but many mistakes did maketh I
Smoke walls raising around me, in darkness is surrounded I
Never claimed whole glory for me, no me but I’m always I
Cause the fate made me seem irrelevant to the world above
I choose to dove below in the beats and lyrics, and let the world fly by
Lost in the sands of time, I’m Prince of Persia, I need some messiah
Wish Jesus could take my side and hold me; I feel I have dyslexia
The way things are around me, I surely have hysteria
I need nurture and care from the mother of all known as Maria
So simple is it to wander off in the grip of the darkness
Before you even know it you’re the food of its large nest
You keep dying and you keep making it stronger
I don’t know for how much time I can hold it any longer
Chorus:
When my world was crashing all around me, all my hope was gone
I was drowning in darkness, I barely hanged in on
I was off the shadows and you appeared and helped me breathe again
So when it all goes back I wont stop to fall, cause I can find you in the shadows
Earthquake, tsunami, typhoon, hurricanes and tornadoes
All going inside me, I’m a destructive walking talking burrito
All kinds of explosions taking place inside me, n its really a felony
Committed by you to take my heart away, n leave me in misery
I sing to you many songs I write, n rap whole day to wipe your tears
Bring a smile on to your face; Why you leaving? Come back girl here
The day you left me you started an apocalypse inside me
I try to relapse all our memories, the memories all are killing me
Surrounded in the darkness, the evil lots are breathing me
I try to keep working hard in any shit I do like a busy bee
Cause I have reached a state where nothing else but success will do
If I end up failing, again I’ll be surrounded by thoughts of you
And end up reminiscing yet again that being the best aint of a use
If you got no one who understands you, you’ll always be in blues
Me being exception, I choose rap instead of singing blues n more
Cause I don’t care what music now you’ll play, from words though you shall score
Chorus:
When my world was crashing all around me, all my hope was gone
I was drowning in darkness, I barely hanged in on
I was off the shadows and you appeared and helped me breathe again
So when it all goes back I wont stop to fall, cause I can find you in the shadows